Love, let it go, for love 《The Hours》 A woman’s whole life in a single day, just one day. And in that day, her whole life. It’s on this day, this day of all day. Vignia Wooif: preface: I thought u never came to town---That’s because u no longer ask me.---Are u not forbidden to come? Do the doctor not forbid u?---Oh ,the doctors. I’m saying that even crazy people like to b asked. Breaking down There is no such obligation exists. I have endured this custody! endured this imprisonment! I am attended by doctors, everywhere, who informed me of my own interests! And they do not speak for my interests! My life has been stolen from me, I living in a town I have no wish to live in, I’m living a life I have no wish to live, I’m dying in this town. If I were thinking clearly, I would tell u that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark and that only I can know, only I can understand my own condition. U live with the threat of my extinction, L, I live with it, too.This is my right ,this is the right of every human being. I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of the suburbs, but the violent jolt of the capital,That is my choice. The meanest patient, yes, even the very lowest is allowed some say in the matter of her own prescription, Thereby she defines her humanity.I wish I could b happy in this quietness, But if it is a choice between here and death, I choose death. Eventually What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my life to u. U have been entirely patient with me, and incredibly good. Everything’s gone from me but the certainty of ur goodness. I can’t go on spoiling ur life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been. Vignia. Richard's mum: preface: Mommy. it isn’t that difficult.---I know, I know that’s not that difficult, It’s just that I just want to do this for Daddy.---Because it’s his birthday?---That’s right, We’re baking the cake to show him that we love him.---Otherwise he won’t know we love him?---……(pause)that’s right. Breaking down U r lucky Laura,I don’t think u can call urself a woman until u r a mother. The joke is ,all my life I can do everything. I mean, I can do anything, really. Except the one thing I wanted(have a baby)---Oh Kitty, Come here---I’m doing fine, really(start crying)--- I know, I know u r.---I’m more worried about my husband---Forget about him, just forget it(while giving Kitty a long inappropriate kiss)---(stop crying)U r sweet(and begin to leave hurrily)---Kitty u don’t mind?(which means the too-much kiss)---what? I didn’t mind what? (pretend nothing happened)---Do u want me to drive u?---I think I’ll feel better If I drive myself.---Kitty, it’s going to b all right.---(put her social smile, but not the truly hearted one)Of course, it is, bye(leaving)---…(stand there crying for a long time without saying anyting, then turn to her little son who saw everthing and is staring at her) what?! What do u want? Eventually Did it matter then? She asked herself. Did it matter that she must inevitably cease completely? All this must go on without her. Did she resent it? Or did it not become consoling to believe death ended absolutely? It is possible to die, It IS possible to die.”-----I CAN’T... There was a moment where I thought I might b longer, But I changed my mind. Mrs Dalloway: preface: Oh, MrsDalloway, always giving parties to cover the silence. Would u b angry if I died? Who is this party for? I’m saying I think I’m only staying alive to satisfy u. --- So that is what we do, that is what people do, they stay alivef or each other. Breaking down I think u r courageous, to dare go to visit Wellfleet, what I mean is to face the fact that we have lost those feeling forever.(start to cry) I don’t know what’shappening, I’m sorry, I seem to b in some strange sort of mood, I seem to b unraveling.No, don’t go! Don’t! Explain to me why this is happening…Don’t , don’t touch me,it’d better if u don’t …It’s just too much, u fly in from San Francisco, and I’ve been nursing Richard for years. And all the time I’ve held myself together, no problem~ One morning, in Wellfleet, u were there ,we were all there, I’d been sleeping with him, and I was out on the back porch, He came out behind me ,and he put his hand on my shoulder. ”Good morning, Mrs.Dalloway” From then on, I’ve been stuck,With the name, I mean. And now u walk in, Anyway, It was u he stayed with, I had one summer. When I with him, I feel, Yes, I am living . Eventually I’ve stayed alive for u, but now u have to let me go,I love u, I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.
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